Monday, October 11, 2010

He doesn't know he has poetry on his tongue

Nope it's you smiling at me.
It's the Jackie with the cute laugh.
The Jackie who always feel relaxed when I trace my fingers on her so I keep doing it.
The Jackie who always makes me feel happy just cuz she's there with me.
<3
I can't wait for the Jackie who will be my beautiful wife and mommy in the future~

Thursday, September 23, 2010

quiet mornings

I really enjoy waking up early. i think i'm getting used to 7:30/8am wake ups. and now i really enjoy walking to class, 1/2 hour early. i have that time to walk slowly. to think. to get lost in the music. to see the sun. to twirl around if i wanted to. i like being about to just take my time. to not rush, since the rest of everything i do is rushed and impulse. i like that slowness.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

"<3
sometimes I wanna keep typing <3
like maybe I could type so many of them that it'd form a chain for me to use to reach you"

Thursday, December 17, 2009

"and you always hit me where i need love most, everywhere!"

Sunday, December 13, 2009

The world is warm

"you make me so happy you make my dimple show and i only have one lonely dimple but you make all of me better"

Friday, December 4, 2009

The Invitation by Oriah Mountain Dreamer

It doesn’t interest me
what you do for a living.
I want to know
what you ache for
and if you dare to dream
of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me
how old you are.
I want to know
if you will risk
looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me
what planets are
squaring your moon...
I want to know
if you have touched
the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened
by life’s betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.

I want to know
if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

I want to know
if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you
to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us
to be careful
to be realistic
to remember the limitations
of being human.

It doesn’t interest me
if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear
the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.

I want to know
if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
“Yes.”

It doesn’t interest me
to know where you live
or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.

It doesn’t interest me
who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me
where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know
what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.

I want to know
if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like
the company you keep
in the empty moments.

By Oriah © Mountain Dreaming,
from the book The Invitation
published by HarperONE, San Francisco,
1999 All rights reserved

Friday, November 6, 2009

"can't wait to see the shimmer in your eyes, the way the dress forms your body, and the inviting smile you'll put for me"
"-------{@ wapow! Tuxedo Mask! XD"